not waving, but the other thing.

i'm always wary of what songs i put on repeat.
i mean, i could fall.

kelly clarkson, since you've been gone.
kenny loggins, meet me halfway.

is that how you want to be found?
is that how you want to fall off a ladder?

supertramp, sarah mclachlan.
she's like the wind.

is that how you want to have low blood sugar? is it?
is that how you want to trip over an extension cord or cat,
god forbid? and be found?

only god can judge you officially.

the point is, it's like that for me,
lately. off a ladder.
only instead of kelly clarkson
it's loneliness
which is even worse than kelly clarkson
if you can believe it.